Well, this is it my friends, my very own blog about my very sad life :/ This is a way to channel my emotions into one neat and tidy package and it also gives you fellow readers a chance to be a fly on the wall in my geeky life.
The name of it says it all. I'm sixteen, some would say 'speccy four-eyed', (Darren from hollyoaks made such fun at that the other day *sobs*)a bit of a geek, who likes to sit and stare into space and dream about random crap. Yes. that describes me perfectly.
Thats settled. Get the introduction thingy over. To re-cap. I'm in high school, sixth form doing A levels and its OK i guess. I'm a bit of a loner-i did have a large group of friends last year and they were amazing. They stopped being 'amazing' after they said they were leaving school and going to college :/ I wouldn't have minded if i was going with them. Turns out that i probs would have been terrorised for being such a geek, i do now! I dont try and be geeky. I just am. I think i may have been born geeky. Is that possible? Maybe it is...That'll be my thinking topic of the day! Jeez. I am a geek... Well. You say, why dont you change for the better? Well, I say, TRY HAVING MY PARENTS AS YOUR PARENTS!!!!! Man. You dont know what theyre like. I am wrapped in bubble wrap and cotton wool for Gawd's sakes ! (metaphorially of course).
ugh. maybe thats why i've had to resort to a secret blog on the internet to channel my feelings :/ LOL XD
I'm an only child by the way- which i guess is kinda nice, but lonely. I am lonely. There. I admitted it... *bawls her eyes out *
*composes self*
Phew.
I am an emotional wreck aren't I?
